Which

Which one you desire the most?

To love, or to be loved?

Most of you will choose the second

But actually, the best choose is the first

Why, you ask?

You desire to be loved

You want attention from the one you love

Yes, you will get the attention

But, it’s just for awhile

You know why love is an adult thing?

Because, there’s no room in love

For self-centered

For egoism

If you want to be loved greatly by one

Love that one greatly too

Don’t be so freakinly naïve

If you’re happy because one love you much

Then, why don’t you start to love him/her as much as him/her, possibly more?

Why don’t you start to make him/her feel your love too, like you feel his/her love to you?

This is what relationship about

To make the other feels what you feel

To do to him/her what you want him/her to do to yourself, if you’re in his/her condition

That’s why

Love someone greatly in order to get loved greatly

Make “To Love” your desire

Then, someone will love you as much as you do, possibly more

It’s natural, afterall…

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I

I need you to stay by myside now.. ._.

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Bored...

Hi there… back with me, the owner of this blog of course, who else J

Today, I feel like doing nothing, so I just made this out. Not really good, but I like this one…

-Untitled…

He sat in front of his laptop. He was thinking what he was going to do. He could think of nothing. In the end, he just sat there. An idea came across his mind. ‘Ah.. I’m gonna play a game… It’s better then sit and doing nothing’, he said to himself.

Suddenly…

He gasped.. His eyes widen..

He sat in front of his laptop. He was thinking what was he going to do. He could think of nothing. In the end, he just sat there. An idea came across his mind. ‘Ah.. I’m gonna play a game… It’s better then sit and doing nothing’, he said to himself.

He gasped.. His eyes widen..

‘What the hell…’

His chest was hurt…

‘What is this… What’s wrong with me..’

He felt a weight on his heart….

‘Ugh…’

He grabbed his chest…

He breathed roughly… his chest were very weight..

‘What’s wrong with me..’

He asked it to himself. Of course himself didn’t know.

‘Calm down.. calm down..’

He tried to calm himself down…

‘Let’s…take..a..deep..breathe’

He tried to take a deep breathe.

.

.

.

But he couldn’t

The pain in his heart is very painful. So painful that he couldn’t even trying to take control of himself.

‘Ugh…’

“hh..hh..hh..hhh..hh”

He lied himself on the bed…

And then it came again…

He gasped…

‘Agh… what..the…heck…ughh’

‘What’s…wrong…with..me….’

With that had been said in his mind, his eyes closed…

He fainted…

Aaaaand that’s it. Kyahaha~.

Ps: I love you very much, Ntan

KEPO? Come Here..

._.

I’m sorry..

I’m sorry for being such an unconsiderable person..

I’m sorry for bothering you..

I’m sorry for cannot control this feeling..

I can’t control it..

I miss you..

That feeling… It’s overflowing in my heart..

And I cant control it..

And now.. there’s a regret..

A regret… why couldn’t I call you sometimes later..

Why couldn’t I be patience..

Why couldn’t I wait for you more..

You didn’t reply my text yesterday.. maybe you were busy..

So, okay… I got it..

But…

How can I erase this painful feeling..

The feeling that came when I was waiting for you to reply my messages back..

I texted you “Hey… I miss you” …

And then it came.. that feeling.. while I was waiting for you to text me “I miss you too..”

But it never came…

KEPO? Come Here..

Yume

What a dream

I slept this morning

Without expecting

This dream would come

I still remember that dream

Lemme tell you

“I was sleeping on my bed. The sun had set itself on the sky. Suddenly, I heard footsteps, so I woke up. It was them!! I never thought they would come to my room. It was Cacty and Paralia. I was surprised, like one who had his pain, healed suddenly. Cacty saw me when I just woke up. I felt ashamed, yet smiled at her, never expected her to come to my room. I let them come into my room.

After awhile, I lied on my bed, again, while they were doing something with my laptop. I didn’t know what they did. I just saw them laughed. Well, it was enough for me to made myself had those warm feelings. Then, Cacty sat and leaned her back on the side of the bed. I looked at her with a smile. And she looked and smiled me back. I felt like what I never knew. It was so fascinating.

Then, Cacty stood up, and walked to the other side of my bed. She proned beside me, vertically. My eyes and her met. We smiled. I didn’t know what was that, but suddenly, she placed her point finger, at my lips. I was surprised. She did it several times while making her face closer at me. And then, she kissed me gently on my lips. I couldn’t do anything that time, I just closed my eyes. It was only for a short time, but it was like forever for me. After awhile, just a short time, she released the kiss. I looked at her. She was smiling at me. I couldn’t do anything. I smiled her back.”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand suddenly I woke up ==”

KEPO? Come Here..

Untitled :)

The sun has fell down

The moon has set itself, up in the starry sky

The mixture of dark blue, brown, and black

It makes the night pretty

The stars that are being placed

In a little space of the night

It shines brightly

So brightly, that

Even the most desperate person

Would find it beautiful

I’m here, sitting under the same sky as you

Under the same stars that is shining

Being placed between the darkness in this earth

And, the moonrays, which always show its beautifulness

I’m starring at the starry sky

Wishing you were here

You sat here..

Next to me..

Gazing the sky..

Watching the stars that shines brightly and beautifully

Hearing the sounds of fireworks

Ciiuzzz… dar dar..

Smiling together

Talking about a lot of things..

You would hold my hand…

And I would hold yours..

Wishing we could stay like this forever…

You would place your head

On my shoulder

Then I would place my hand

On your far shoulder

Hug you…

And would never want to let it go…

But.. this is only in my wish…

This only could happen

In my dream…

In my imagination…

But… It’s okay, to imagining things, right?

It’s really okay, right??

And it’s okay too...

To hope that…

You would feel…

The way I feel now…

Eventhough it would only bring a …

Still…

I’m hoping you would feel the way I do J

KEPO? Come Here..