Be careful of what you do and how you act, for it could increase the chance of having someone you love…. Or losing him/her...
As the wind breezing, Rain comes with it, sweeping away the blackpen gently.
2/25/2012
Act
2/18/2012
Love's Deterrence
I'm sure that someday it'll come true, right?
These feelings are far too lonely.
Your name was normal, and you weren't that special.
But no matter what I say, I will definitely find you.
I lock away my honest feelings.
I hate myself when I wear a shell.
When I continued to act like I didn't care,
The pain just continued build up.
I want to be by your side
Forever, Forever, and even though that's all I want!
Come on, the game's starting.
If you look at me, you'll understand, right?
The beginning bell is ringing
This voice that won't raise it's voice
Stop the love cat and mouse
I want to convey my everything.
I can't say that it's really because of you.
I lie and keep running away
Geez, it can't stay like this anymore!
I really don't know how to play that strong
I pass right by your side and your back
Is so far away that it HURTS
Tell me, will we always
Continue on like this?!
Come on, this is the game's beginning.
I can't untie our feelings that are entwined anymore, they've begun to move.
If I get more honest
Stop it, the Love Cat and Mouse
Is only my heart by your side?
Will you say "Sorry for everything" someday?
Say it someday, that we'll be together forever
That you won't let go of me, hold me tighter and tighter
Come on, this is the game's beginning.
My straight-forward feelings are now, see, overflowing and start to dash.
I don't want to be alone anymore, look at me!
It all connects me to you, no matter what kind of past or future, forever, forever!!
In the classroom after school, it's just you and me.
Oh, chance given by God, time continues to slip through my fingers.
I'm sure at this rate we will pass by each other.
Back-to-back, we are separating.
I'm sure that someday it'll come true, right?
These feelings are far too lonely. Please stop it, The Love Cat and Mouse.
2/14/2012
12345
AAAAAAAAAAAAA GILA GALAU GUE.
Setelah beberapa saat yang lalu asthma gue udah mendingan, entah ada angin apa dan badai apa, tiba tiba dia dateng lagi…DATENG LAGI!!!.. dateng lagi dengan wajah bersinar sinar ga keruan. Bener deh, gue bête banget.
Hari ini, entah kenapa, dan juga untuk beberapa hari kedepannya, gue pengen istirahat. Bener bener istirahat. Mungkin aja abis itu, penyakit gue bisa mendingan. Tapi sayangnya, ada aja kegiatan kegiatan yang secara harfiah adalah KEWAJIBAN gue sebagai lelaki. Kepasar lah, jemput lah, anterin lah, nyuci lah, ngajar lah, de es be. Oiy, boleh gak sih, gue dapet 1 hari pol buat istirahat… 1 HARI AJA T_T
Tau ah, daripada gue mikirin ginian, mending gue main gitar aja sambil tiduran.
2/07/2012
jajaaang
Semalem, gue ngelakuin hal ga jelas bareng Rin-chan.. ntah kenapa, jadi berasa gimana gituh wkwkw… sayangnya, pas pengen dilanjutin, dianya udah bobok duluan… gue udah takut banget tuh dia bakal marah pas paginya, eh ternyata nggak *A* wkwaahwkahakahsdjashdjahsjd
Pagi nya, seperti biasa, gue ngomongin tentang hal hal ga jelas yang lainnya. Dan sekarang, gue butuh tidur karena selain semalam gue tidur jam 2-an,ga usah disebutin bahwa semalem gue pengen gak tidur, gue punya jadwal hari ini. Diantaranya
- Jemput
- Nganterin ke pasar
- Nge-les in anak orang
Dan karena gue udah bener bener ngantuk, sore jaa :p
大好きよ,鈴ちゃん
2/06/2012
If...
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
Garth Brook
2/05/2012
Sakit
Yakkkkkkkkk setelah sekian lama gue pakum,empty,kosong,enol,ngilang, atau entah apalah, terserah, gue ga mau sebutin satu satu karena pada akhirnya cuman itu yang gue dapet, gue kembali berniat nulis di blog gaje inihh.
Gila
Selama beberapa minggu terakhir ini, gue emang dipusingin sama penyakit tercincah yang entah kenapa gue gak tau, balik lagi setelah sekian lama dia hiatus dari mengganggu gue. Gila, nyesek banget sumpah. Mungkin, ga ada lagi penyakit yang bikin nyesek selaen ini. Bayangin aja, napas gue sampe bunyi ngik ngik bak suara cucurut yang disambet ujung sapu oleh orang orang, khususnya yang mempunyai sebuah kediaman di deket kebun gak keurus, yang disekelilingnya banyak rumah rumah yang menjadi kediaman para cucurut tersebut.
Enggak enggak, tenang aja, bukan penyakit hati :P
Penyakit itu adalah
Asthma
Wkwkwk, karena gue ga tau mau nulis apa lagi, sampe sini aja deh :p. Dan sekarang, gue mau istirahat dulu, capek ._.