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so um hello readers? wassap? ^o^)/ sorry for not postin alot here. iro iro ga atta n dakara~

anyway, I'm thinking of getting new blog. Please look forward to it \(^O^)/

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The Two Wings

The wing that is tired of trying to fly
The other wing was waited for it to try, but It didn't
The wing trying to encourage was too harsh
Making the depressed wing went even deeper
In the end
Both wings couldn't make it
The beautiful butterfly once flying beautifully over the flowers
Is now defected

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Selfish Feelings

Shitteru? Konna mono kurushii yo. Tottemo kurushii yo.

It's really painful, to see you cry, to see you scare the crap out of me
But I can't help it
These feelings, they're too painful if I keep it myself


Why is it always me that gets jealous?
Why is it always you that gets bothered by it?
If only the things were the opposite
I would never be bothered of jealousy nor such


Will you ever see me?
Will you accept me as who I am?
When you read this, I'm sure you will think nothing but me being selfish
I wouldn't deny that, because such is me

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12 May ‘13

At Saturday, we promised each other we would meet at 9 morning. Lots of people thought it was too morning. Well of course, our other agenda, DAM’s gathering, was supposed to be held at about 12, so yeah 9 morning was a bit early. But that didn’t make us down. In fact, coming early gave us chance to spend our time longer there and having fun :3

There was a change on my staying schedule, but it was nothing big, I guess. Let’s skip this part :p

Short story, I arrived there about 8.30 or so. We promised to meet at the circle near the festival, so I went straight down to there. When I saw no one was there, I decided to move a bit and sit near a pond. While I was waiting her, I was looking at a father with his 2 children playing with fish there. It was really enjoying moment. I still have the picture. :3

Not so long, came a text from her, saying that she arrived already. She asked me to go a table near the Ice Cream stand, so of course I went down straight to there. But what I saw was… it was something I didn’t expect to happen..

Paralia swung away her hands.

Wait, what? Paralia?

PARALIA!?!? SHE WASN’T ALONE!?!?!?!

Of course that was so much surprising. I expected her to come with yure, of course. Yure would go away anyway so I wasn’t too bothered with her. But there was a Paralia there T^T my time with her… my precious time.. T^T

I, down-heartedly, walked there. Sighs.. but hey!! My spirit increased again when I saw a chibi body sitting next to her. Of course, it was my beloved Rin. I knew she knew me walking to their place, but I was sure she didn’t know what I would do. So I ran to her, then playfully covered her eyes (well, glassed-eye) with my hands. :3

I sit there, next to Rin. We three were talking about things. While we were in talks, Rin suddenly moved her head and laying her head onto my shoulders. I was surprised. Very much surprised. If my face wasn’t been brown, you would have seen a red line onto my face. Well, I felt something wasn’t good enough so I decided to move my right hand and put it next to her right. Almost hugging her. >//w//>

Finished talking, we started to walk to the cosplay competition stage. I.. really couldn’t say very much about this. The cosplayers were so amazing! I knew what some cosplayers cosplayed as. Hohohoho~ well, Rin too must knew about those. Especially the cosplayers who did Servant of Evil. They were so good there. When they were showing themselves on the stage, I sometimes saw Rin’s eyes. I could tell that she was having so much fun and so much excited.  It was so enjoyable.

After watching stage, we decided to take a walk. We bought souvenirs, took photos, and such. Ahh! Yeah. We bought a portion of ramen. I had intention to buy the hottest ramen ‘w’ but considering Rin couldn’t eat anything too hot, so we bought a no-hot ramen. We needed to wait for the ramen to be finished, so we walked again and again and seeing stuffs~

After we got the ramen, we decided to draw ourselves from crowd. We took rest at somewhere near the pond. I sit facing her, and she sit facing me. I opened the ramen while listening to her story about her eating ramen with yure the day before. Then we started to eat the ramen >.< I asked her to feed me, but she seemed so shy!! I thougt it was so cute >.< same thing happened when I was trying to feed her. I still don’t know why she was so shy back there =3=

Finally, DAM’s member found us. Then the others came and then start talking blab la bla and bla. Considering my calm and nothing-to-talk personality, I ended up talking less back there =w=

Then we started to walk again. This time, hunting photos ‘w’ she brought her camera. I took a photo of her with a cosplayer back there using her camera. I’m still wondering why she never uploads it. Was my shot so bad? :hiks: OTL

When one is having fun with their beloved, time relatively goes up so fast. That too happened to me. Without realizing it, the clock showed 02.50. She said she would leave malang at 4, so she decided to go back to her.. well, Yure’s….relatives place. Maa, eventhough I wanted to spend more time and seeing hanabi with her, what could I do, right? J then I accompanied here to the place she would get a ride, of course, with holding hand :3

That time, we made a promise, a promise that must be fulfilled. I still remember that clearly.

 We will meet again! Either I come to your place, or you come to my place, or we come to the promised place like this. We will meet again!

  

Thank you, dear. Thank you, for giving me such great time with you. It was pleasureable. I’m sure you enjoyed it too, right. The promise we made, we will fulfill. I know we will!

I love you very dearly, dear.

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11 May '13

Hello guys!! I just got back from my trip to malang. Dang, it was so tiring yet astonishing. Lots happened there, especially my fated-encounter with my lovely girl, Rin. If you were me, maybe you would think the same. I mean, we hadn’t been able to meet for about a year and half, for God’s sake! If you ever did long-distance relationship, then I’m sure you’d think it’s almost impossible, rite? But it’s the fact. J

Let’s just skip the story about my trip from here, serang, to malang. I arrived there at about 08.30 in the morning, then konpa picked me up, letting me stay at his home, then we went to Brawijaya University. After I got there, I was having a hard time to find her. We texted each other, but still couldn’t find her. I thought she was inside the building, so I and Konpa walked to there. We passed maid café btw.

After a while, she phoned me, telling me that she was near maid café. I was like “WHAT!?!?”. I mean, I passed there but I didn’t see her. Then I walked again, and still couldn’t find her. I didn’t know what was wrong with me, it just happened. Dammit, I told myself.

Ah, but something happened again. I don’t know if it was a miracle or not, but a girl, with a short hair and black glasses on her eyes, called me. “Amakaze-kun..?”, she asked. “Um…yes..?”, answered me with a confused tone coming out from my mouth. And then she just walked away without telling me a thing! WTF!? For God’s sake! And.. I was crazily following her :/ I got a hunch that “so this is Yure huh :/”.

And she was there! She was sitting there, seeing away, looked like she didn’t want to face me while in fact she wanted to see me crazily! I smiled at her figure, chuckling on the thought that she was doing something cute.

I swung my palm in front of her eyes. She acted like nothing there. I called her and got no response. So I just sat near here, and she suddenly hit me, with a cute punch to my chest. >//< it felt so good.

I sat with a little distance next to her. She then put her pouting face on. I chuckled while paying attention to her figure. She was so tiny. She wore completely black clothes. Black jeans, black shirt with picture on it. I couldn’t see it well because it was hidden under her black veil. Overall, she looked cute.

After that, we did this and that. You wonder why this and that? Well, because it was this and that. Walking around festival, sit and getting rest, taking photos.. phew.. the first day was nice.. really nice. Especially when she and yure were going back to their inn. We walked away from festival place. I and Rin were walking so slow that yure left us hahaha.

When we were walking out, I had had a feeling that something was missing. I already realized it since sometimes before, but I hadn’t been knowing it till that time. We were in circle road. That time, I know I was so embarrassed. I then looked away while suddenly grabbed her hand.. her tiny hand. For a little time, I was a bit afraid that she would release it. No, not a bit. I was really afraid. That’s why I looked away. But the fact told me the opposite. She grabbed back my hand. I was so relieved yet embarrassed. I didn’t believe it happened, but it happened! Damn it was really fascinating moment.

Anyway, lots happened on the first day. And it was really really fun. I enjoyed it. I hope she too.

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=w= part1

Jrengggggggggg halo semua, udah lama ga nulis diblog sini. Apa kabar? Baik kan baik dong bener kan bener dong? :3 harus baik lah, kalo ga baik, penulis doain biar jd baik lagi :v wkwkw

Hari ini hari kamis, tanggal 9 mei 2013. Hari ini juga, akan menjadi hari penulis untuk memulai petualangan :3 tentu aja lebih seru daripada si bolang hohohoho :3 *garing

Rencananya, penulis mau ada kumpul kumpul, sekalian tatap muka *tsah* sama someone special :3 hari sabtu sama minggu nanti. Kebetulan acaranya jauuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh banget. Bahkan diliat pun ga bakal keliatan, secara bumi itu bulet, ya kalo liat lurus ga keliatan lah ._.

Acaranya di malang, di universitas Brawijaya tepatnya. Ada apa disana? Ada aku :malu: *ditimpuk telor busuk* aih sadis -_- oke oke, disana nanti ada festival kebudayaan jepang dengan nama “ISSHOUNI TANOMIMASHOU” :3

Tiket kereta udah dipesen sebelumnya, tiket jalan itu kira kira 3 minggu sebelumnya, sedangkan tiket pulang baru hari minggu kemarin kalo ga salah :v yah, maklum lah ada perubahan rencana acara T^T dengan hormat dan rasa menyesal meninggalkan matakuliah yg paling cetar membahana, yaitu kalkulus 2 T^T

Ma ii ka.. aitsu no tame ni kara.. :”)

Oke, singkat cerita, penulis langsung naik bis. Yah walaupun ada kejadian tadi pagi, tapi yasudahlah, anggap saja rumput yang bergoyang, ga penting gitu :/ di perjalanan, penulis ngantuk.. biasalah, namanya juga naik angkot, bawaannya mata menutup mulu -__- eh tiba tiba ada telpon masuk! Ladalah ‘A’ langsung penulis angkat. Gak taunya, temen lama nelpon :’D katanya mau ada ngomong ngomong tentang rencana puasa. Tp ternyata janjian pada jam 1 -_- sedangkan jam 1 itu baru masuk tol…

Yaudah deh, tadinya nyerah gitu.. sekitar jam 3, penulis sampai di terminal kali deres :3 penulis nanya lagi “woy udah pada dimana? Pada balik yak?” eh ternyata  “belom, anak anak ngumpul di d’cost atrium”… alamak terharunya :’D berarti tujuan pertama = atrium senen

Alhamdulillah sampe sana anak anak masih ada :’D lagi pada ngobrol. Sekalian mesen makan tuh. Gile murah juga nasinya, 2000 sepuasnya :9 nambah banyak juga gapapa wkwkwkw. Abis ngobrol ngobrol, mampir ke sekolah sebentar, sekalian ashar sama maghrib :hahaha: abis maghrib, dianterin temen sampe stasiun kereta, abis itu ditinggal masa L parah ya… :v

Di antrian loket kereta, antriannya bener bener panjang kayak kereta -_____- udah gitu panas pula. Enak enakan yg jaga tiket pake ac di dalam, pelanggan boro boro ac, kipas aja ga ada -______- sempet ngobrol sama mas mas, katanya masnya tujuannya semarang atau solo gitu, lupa. Lumayan lah buat lepasin penat, daripada bête di antrian -_-

Dan sekarang, penulis numpang tidur dirumah sang nenek :v tomorrow the journey will be begun~ good luck for me~

Gomen kalo tulisannya ancur dan ga lucu –w- bakat terpendam saya makin terpendam dalam.. L

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Sorry..

:(

Dear, I'm sorry..
I'm really sorry..
Thousands of sorry wouldn't be able to make it up..
I know that already..
But still, I'm sorry..
From the deepest of my heart..
I never want to betray you..
I don't even think about it, even just once..
Maybe I'm a stupid to make you feel betrayed..
Maybe I'm a jerk to make you feel sad..
Maybe I'm a meanie for the things I've done to you..
I'm not a good man..
Eventhough I try to be one, I'm still not one..
Please forgive me dear..

The time with you has been so much fun..
The things we talked and we did..
I had lots of fun..
I know you too, rite?
The things we talked and we did..
It gave me shiny light in the darkness of night..
It really made me happy..
Did you feel the same..?
I feel happy with you..
Do you feel the same..?

Baby.. I don't know what to say anymore..
My vocabulary is not enough to describe how I feel..
I'm really sorry.. really..
Please, forgive me..

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Please.. handle me.. because without your help, it'll be hard..

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